Thoughts, opinions, feelings, and experiences of the Steel Winged Butterfly.

What is posted on this page is life-as observed and lived. I write what I know and see. It is for no one individual. It is for every individual. I'm not here to change your mind. I'm here to put a mirror to your face so that you may see for yourself.



Please note that everything I write on this blog, unless otherwise cited, is MY OWN work. I give credit where credit is due, so I expect others to as well.

After all, if I had wanted others to plagiarize my thoughts and words, I would have just posted it in a facebook status update...

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Finding Faith Part II: The Stillness

I find myself continually looking for guidance. I am a human, with full awareness of my humanity—my frailty—my hubris—but also of my redeeming qualities, and the potential growth that stems from them. I am a big cat that sometimes forgets that to show one's true strength, the action is far more important than the growl. Be quiet, be prepared, be contemplative, and be ready—for all that it is in your path to do. I have the ability to observe, synthesize, and learn from the greatest of teachers—my loving mother—the earth and stability beneath my feet. It is from the womb from whence I came that I have come to learn this lesson.

When an Autumn leaf falls upon the surface of a still lake, ripples extend and alert of its presence. Nature feels and experiences even the most delicate of disturbances. But given enough time, the ripples fade and the leaf is embraced by the water-gracefully borne upon its back and held afloat.

This is how the still mind behaves. It is not idle. It bears with gentility—embracing the presence—carrying the source of its unrest to the place where it too will finally be at rest. The still mind feels and experiences all, possessing the strength and energy to absorb disturbance and let it harmlessly disperse; because the still mind is a medium-a filter-the bow of a swift boat. It is static while all else flows around, through, and over it; cutting through the motion like the sharp katana blade.

To be still is to be stationary—not idle—for great strength is required to remain still while in the midst of the raging storm.

Make me as the lake.

No matter the ferocity of the storm nor the strength of the disturbance, eventually, through much effort, it regains the stillness—allowing the turbid and tumultuous nature of its waves to tire themselves out and obey the natural law of peace. No stone thrown can skip across its surfaces for eternity. Eventually, it too will sink beneath the surface—elevating the water when it too finally rests. Even the stream that feeds the lake only does so to keep the water fresh and to relieve the pressure. The lake is still but fed through motion. It is the nature of the lake to maintain the balance.

So may it also be my nature.

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Heroes with Handbags

This is for all the ladies, who lend helping hands without taking—who carry purses full of everything from candies, to make-up, and miracles in the making.

This is for all my sisters reaching for their dreams, and for the countless mothers who gave theirs up or who put theirs on hold to give their daughters wings…

This is for all the grandmothers teaching us the valuable things—by speaking from experience and sometimes by simply loving…and listening.


Heroes with handbags walking with grace, kindly nature and common appearance disguising scarlet capes…hero with the handbag, stand and show your face…make no mistake—there’s much power beneath the perfume and lace.


Fighting everything from pantyhose to a drippy nose…mending a broken heart with knowledge impart…all the while pushing a shopping cart…

Giving life, showing love, and causing laughter while paying bills, working, and learning—succeeding while having so many others to look after…

With quiet strength and subtle power—acting with courage and strength— living with passion and fire, those with handbags are the heroes I admire.


Heroes with handbags acting without fame or trace, healing the world’s ills with a warm embrace…hero with the handbag you have formed our base—the place from which my dreams I’ll chase…in my heart, there’ll always be a place…


For my Heroes with Handbags and a kindly face.






The Wing Maker's Mantra


We are the wing makers,
The craftswomen of freedom, the fashioners of wisdom.
We are the peacemakers,
The lovers of what makes us stand alone and of all that makes us ONE.

We are the wing makers,
of all different shapes, sizes, and kinds.
We are the shape-shifters,
Becoming ONE by gazing through our sisters' eyes.

We are the wing makers,
The protectors of diversity, and the light in adversity.
We are the brickmakers,
The modelers of humanity, designers of a new mentality.

We are the wing makers,
Creating a world that's more aware, and giving wings to take us there.
We are the star hangers,
The Answer to an uttered prayer, doers of what others do not dare.

We are the wing makers,
The givers of inspiration, we are teachers by vocation.
We are the movers and shakers,
The setters of aspirations, with bonds stronger than blood relations.

We are the wing makers,
The embodiment and faces of the ONEness of human races.
We are the wing makers,
And the wing bearers, the wearers of the light upon our wings and faces.

We are the wing makers,
Each ONE a caregiver and healer.
We are the wing makers,
We see the inner butterfly and reveal her.

We are the wing makers,
We won't stop until it's done
(And we won't stop 'till everyONEs got some)

We are the wing makers,
Many united in this purpose so strong, living and loving as ONE.

We are the wing makers, the creators of this world of ONE.